Phyllis from Charles County, Maryland. I just turned 69 years old and I was married for 6 here and was abandoned for 18 years. When my husband came back, he was hooked on drugs and sickly. I thought along with my children we were going to be a family. He used us to get disability and left. I was alone again. Then I met an older man, but when I accepted Christ, we broke up. I've been alone again. I don't know how it feel to be married. Both my husband and my Manfred are dead. When I say to my children I want to be married, they get quiet. Some people say I'm too old .