I grew up in a two parent household but felt rejected by my father because he was an alcoholic the first 10 years of my life and because he worked so much. He was in the house, but not present. I am 35 years old and the spirit of rejection has manifested in my life in many ways--in romantic relationships but also in overcommitting myself and saying "yes" to lots of things because I was seeking validation. I followed your recommendation to watch John Eckhardt's message on mass deliverance and I know I was delivered. I was spitting up and making sounds and had to fall to my knees..I felt like I had no control over my body. But one of the things that stood out to me about John Eckhardt's message is that he said we are to live a life of deliverance. What does it mean to live a life of deliverance???